||[Jun. 22nd, 2006|09:50 pm]
The animosity under my own ROOF. I hate it. I hate it. I can't stand it. I hate being here. I hate being in this room knowing that when I step out, there will be glares and snide remarks. I hate it. |
I'm being all emo again it sucks.
Other than that, I went to the beach today. Wasn't bad at all. Just relaxing and talking. The water was too cold so we avoided that, haha.
I am too tired right now. And I am slightly disappointed in myself. I let myself get so LARGE.
I'm cutting down. Alot.